Have you ever been faced with a difficult decision in your life and you didn't know if you were strong enough to go through with it? This is what I had to face; the difficulties of putting my two children up for adoption. This is a story of my journey of finding out I was pregnant with twins and being faced with the hard decision to be selfish and take the chance of keeping two babies that I knew I couldn't take care of or do the selfless thing of putting them up for adoption and giving them a better chance in life. I hope you enjoy the journey of my story and take from it that even though you may not think that you can do something that may be life altering, you will be able to get through it as long as you have faith and a great support system that never waivers.